The day with some wandering thoughts.

I awaken feeling remarkably well with just the few hours of sleep under my belt and I take my time going through the morning routine for a change, since no pressing matters are awaiting my attention on this particular day.

As hoped, the wind during the night has chased the clouds away, bringing another sunny day for me to enjoy right here in the midst of November. It is still chilly, what with the wind continuing to blow, but I don’t mind, really. Wind I can handle well enough as long as the clouds and rain stay well away.

I go to the house a little late, feeling up to attacking the boxing bag for a change –the day of rest I took yesterday has allowed my body to reclaim some of the energy it desperately needed– and throw myself into the exercise wholeheartedly. It is a good day for kickboxing, I find, throwing all my efforts into the attack on the unwitting bag that creaks and whines with every swing, punch and kick.

For the next forty minutes the bag bears the brunt steadily until at long last the session is over and I head for the shower before the day’s chill, starts to work into my warmed muscles, setting a base for severe stiffness and soreness. Pleased that today’s routine went so well, I pay little head to the used feel in my limbs and rather than starting up the computer immediately I set out to hang laundry, instead. I actually enjoy it, since the air is fresh and clean, while sunlight falls through the open center of the covered courtyard.

What with washing machine having been on the fritz for the past few days, the dirty sheets and clothes have piled up in the laundry room, warranting a few extra washes –and thus more hanging– until once again the stupid machine refuses to start.
After filling half of the huge amount of lines that take up part of the courtyard, I ask big brother to look at the washer later, while be both sit down for today’s session behind our computers.

For ten pages I immerse myself into the fantasy world of the Ashtah-Mahk, realizing that today would have been better spent with physical activities rather mental ones. By the time dusk starts to fall I am feeling a certain sense of disquiet fall over me, and shut down my computer in favor of making today’s dinner, if for no other reason than to keep busy.

After a quick foray into the recently refilled cabinets I decide on Pizza pancakes for all, and, with little sister’s aide, start chopping vegetables and the likes to add to the batter and herbs that soon fill the house with a most delightful scent.

The thing I like about pizza pancakes is that they are easy to prepare and leave very little to clean up afterwards. Two skillets, some leftover veggies to dispose of and that’s it.
It’s as easy as throwing all components in a bowl, mixing it up and throwing patties into the heated skillet until there’s enough for all.

It is also a filling meal, one pancake each and hungry stomachs have had all they need for the rest of the day, leaving everyone content and stuffed.
I dawdle a bit after cleaning up and doing the dishes by lounging in front of a boring movie playing on TV, and then chase big brother and mom away from the table so I can paint the last drawers of the new kitchen.

With two of the recently constructed drawers receiving their third and final layer of deep-red paint, and two are covered with a gray –now pink, because I hate to waste to rollers on one painting sprint- the new kitchen is coming close enough for me to feel the exciting sense of anticipation. I can hardly wait for the REAL project of replacing the old with the new, starts.

The painting done, I clean up the mess I’ve made, spray my hands and arms liberally with turpentine and soap, while talking with big brother -who is diverting his time between working on the washer and two episodes of recorded “Prison Break” playing on TV- about our plans for the kitchen, before the night begins to draw to an end.

A final half hour of “Frasier” and his insane mental state is the last bit of entertainment in the main house, and with the three younger sibs preparing themselves a late snack, I gather my dogs and follow them up the mountain.

The wind is blowing full force again, tumbling down from the north, the way it usually does this time of year, making Goosebumps break out on my skin well before I reach my cabin, which bears the same temperature as the outside with a medium of 10 degrees Celsius.

Hurrying through feeding my pack, and changing into my pjs, which I rapidly cover up with a warm woolen vest that reaches well past my knees, I enjoy a quick read before settling on the bed, wrapped in blankets until I resemble a pile of colorful fabrics thrown together.

For most of the day I’ve been thinking off and on about the Amazon discussion forum where a dare was made for those who could write down the grossest thing they could remember, and I finally decide on a particular event that occurred when I was a preteen and our dogs got into the chicken run.

I actually have to smile when I think about how I’m fussing about such matters, when it really is just about having fun with a warm group of people that come together on-line. It is just such a pleasure, participating in the “Kill The Thread” that I’ve almost forgotten that it all started as a contest for a free book.

It is one of the things I like about the Internet, in particular if I forget about the annoying ads, spread all around, the porn and God knows what else defiling a rather wonderful way to communicate with people all over the world.

I’m still relatively new to the Net, really. I think it has been only three years or so since I actively began to participate in the variety of communities that are spread out all over the place.

Which brings me to spamming. I don’t get it. Everyone knows that EVERYONE hates it, and yet those ads, commercials, scams and whatnot keep coming, no matter what.
Why ruin such a marvelous place with file pictures and silly money offers? What is the fun of it? All over the place more and more security measures are taken, making the entire experience a lot less pleasant for those like myself who just want have some light conversation with interesting people.

It’s a shame really, how everything at some point always corrupts. It makes me wonder if it is human nature: To corrupt and destroy the world in which we live?
A scary thought, really, in particular when that same drive to destruct seems to percolate into every little niche of our reality.

Politics, media, Hollywood, and everything in-between: It’s there. The potential of actual destruction of all we hold dear. All appears to come down to a simple equation, quality over quantity.

Products need to be there in enormous amounts for as little money as possible, resulting in affordable machines that “die” well before they should. Cheap clothes that are stitched with thread that breaks when you blow on it. Shoes that fall apart after just a few months right around our feet: It’s easy, but also a terrible waste.

Where are the objects of the past that could be passed down from generation to generation? Yes, we have everything our greedy little hearts want for reasonable prices, but for how long?

Growth (=quantity) is promoted constantly; while the experts claim that without it economies cannot thrive, but realistically how far can something… anything grow before tumbling down to where it started. It is like the saying, “what goes up, must come down”. It is a basic truth that can perhaps be shoved further ahead –for a while at least– but it will never go away, no matter how far advanced technologies take us.

The most disturbing part is that this quantity VS quality issue is such a big part of daily life.
The biggest example being, that life should be prolonged and treasured, whether that life if generally wonderful or generally miserable. No distinctions are made, no debate welcomed since this is something that no one can really touch… if one even wished to do so in the first place… without calling forth a barrage of disagreements from every corner.

Personally, I rather look at the quality of something. An action taken, something created that will last a lifetime, if not longer. Quality makes one treasure something, nourish it and most importantly enjoy it to the fullest extent.

Without quality the quantity is just an endless game of catching up.

Well, this certainly concludes my thoughts for the day. Time to call it a night and turn in, the new day will be here far too soon.

Remodeling and stuff.

Today the weather is clouded and chilly again, never a good thing to see when I first open my eyes and look out the windows and door, positioned at the foot-end of the bed. No! I don’t want to wake up yet, I immediately realize this and reach out for the alarm to reset it for another half hour ere taking Trin Trin in a headlock and dozing off once more with the monster boxer prudently held in a tight embrace.

There was a dream; less vivid than the ones I’ve described on a couple of occasions but still present enough to linger throughout the day. I remember being in some sort of facility, perhaps a compound, I’m not sure, but the colors were vibrant, ranging to all that nature holds in plants, blooming lushly in bright reds, purples and yellow flowers that were both domestic and foreign.

I was searching for something, my mind awhirl because I could not find it, no matter how hard I searched, or where I went. Added to that particular frustration I had to be dreadfully careful in the dream, since wherever I went I had to be cautious of snakes.

I hate snakes. Everything about them disgusts me for some reason, and that is even before I take in consideration that they’re dangerous creatures.

They were everywhere, in the dream. Their colors ranging to all of the plant-life in the place where I searched, along with some blond haired woman that I knew in the dream, but don’t in real life. They slithered around my feet, hid within colorful bushels of flowers, and would jump at me when I least expected them to.

However, even though they were far from hospitable, none actually bit me in the dream. It is the one thing I really like about such events in the subconscious mind, agility and speed that goes beyond human. In dreams I can fly, run endlessly without ever loosing my breath, and lift cars with hardly any effort at all. It’s good to be superman every once in a while, hah.

But, back to the dream: There were more people in there, men dressed in some sort of forest ranger uniforms, while they walked around carefully, searching for the snakes that had somehow escaped their prisons inside the facility… or at least that’s how I interpreted it.

Somewhere along the way I found a young Golden Retriever being cornered by several –what I think were– Cobras, and I snatched it from the ground before running off at top speed, towards a lush forested mountain top nearby with the blond woman coming in my pursuit.

Now this is not the type of dream that makes me wonder upon waking, if it is reality or fantasy. I know it full well the moment I open my eyes and get out of bed to let the dogs out. However, such dreams do make me jumpy… since I know from experience that snakes can sneak into our house at any given time, posing a serious threat for our beloved canines, and in some cases even us. It has happened before, and will undoubtedly happen again, so I am not in the best of moods as I hurry through the morning rituals and head for the house.

Dry laundry needs to be folded and a quick survey of the unresponsive washing machine shows that repairs will be futile since it is one of those new things, where there’s really nothing you CAN repair if the need arrives, because it is all automated.
It appears that the ON button is damaged somehow, meaning that there is something amiss with the circuit board, something that I cannot possibly do anything about.
Still, after some prodding I get the machine working, wondering how long it will run now that the ON button is so obviously broken.

I am most surprised to find out that I actually have an appetite this morning and consume a few slices of fresh bread with toppings when grandpa and big brother start hauling in the final batch of the groceries that were put by the gate ‘till morning.
Twenty bags of forty pound bags of dog food, will need to be hauled down to the car port at some time in the near future, but groceries, such as bottles, cans and the likes get carried inside for placement in the supply cabinet.

While putting everything in its rightful place, I take some extra time to reorganize shelves, and decide to skip today’s exercise, if for no other reason than that I’m still sore from the wheelbarrow and cement mixing stint, and feel too weary.

I manage to edit a good solid ten pages of the Chronicles throughout the next couple of hours, until dusk falls and it’s time to go to the village where we need to get two pieces of glass to replace broken shelves within the DVD cabinet, several lengths of wood for our future kitchen, and gas for the heaters.

While we’re exchanging seven empty tanks for the same amount of new ones, I congratulate myself with not doing my exercises that morning, because the darn tanks weigh quite a bit an do an excellent job of replacing lifting some weights.

Next comes the wood –or MDF in this case– since real wood doesn’t work well while building a kitchen, and after the wood seller has cut the two large, bed-sized boards into manageable strips, big brother and I carry them to the truck and tie the whole load up for transportation.

Once home, and after consuming the meal little sister has made for the day, I set to work without pause, knowing full well that if I don’t start right now, I won’t be able to drag my butt off the chair for the rest of the evening.

Measuring and sawing ensues. Since I’m doing the majority of the work in the living room, I try to use machines as little as possible, lest everything will be covered by sawdust. So, for the next four hours I’m sawing board after board, cutting a good six yards until my arm feels as if it’s going to fall off and big brother takes over.

Once all the measurements and cuts have been made, the time for putting together the last two drawers for the new kitchen is finally there. Drilling holes, screwing in screws and spurting some glue between sides and bottom, two more drawers make up the required nine of what is going to be a wonderfully huge kitchen island.

Up until now our kitchen functioned well enough, and is a joy to work in with the double sink area that stretches over half the wall, while an L shaped counter, curves outwards to allow for cooking and the likes. Ten years of intense use has taken its toll on cupboards and appliances alike, though, warranting a new kitchen for the entire family.

By now, after several weeks of preparation, and a necessary delay due to a lack of funds, it will be a joy when we finally start tearing the old counters down, and begin to put the new construction in. I can hardly wait until it’s time to place and connect the new five pan holding stove with the gigantic oven underneath. I’m thinking I’ll try out a new oven dish, or maybe homemade pizzas just for the momentous occasion.

Around midnight we’re finally done with the drawers and clean up the mess we’ve made, before exclaiming a sigh of relief and dropping down for half an hour of “Frasier” before I call it a night.
What with my arms aching, and my legs and heels feeling as if shards of glass are sticking in it, I pat myself on the back for my brilliant decision of not doing my exercises this morning, since that would have definitely been too much for today.

With Trin Trin’s sixth or seventh injection given, and her treatment drawing to a close, I gather up my dogs and head up to my cabin for a few more hours of relaxation on the Net before I call it a night.

It is a chilly and dark night when I make my way up the mountain, battling the northern wind that falls down right on top of the property and hope that it will chase the clouds away during the night.

The dogs, like myself no great fans of the cold, rush into the cabin the moment I open the door, tearing through the place as if they want to make sure that no intruders have trespassed on their territory.
None have, of course. The fences are high and the gate is locked with beside it, settled comfortably in his bungalow, grandpa resides with his trusted pitchfork nearby. Hah.

After I feed my pack, with them all devouring the dry kibble as if they’re starved, I brush my teeth and read another two chapters of the book I’ve been making my way through (at an embarrassingly slow pace, I’ll admit) for the last week or two.

Bommel growls threateningly from his favorite corner while he eats, keeping a wary –partially blind– eye on Knight II, who enjoys nothing more than stealing the old Bobtail’s meal from under his nose.

Chaos, the Basset Hound lazily cruises through the rooms, picking up spills like a proper vacuum cleaner, while occasionally raising his head and wagging his tail at me in full appreciation of the kibble that he enjoys so much.

All in all, it is an average evening for when I retire to my cabin and prepare for the next day by planning what needs to be done.

Though plans have a tendency of changing, I do like to have some sort of map to follow during the course of any given day, and with that in mind I sum up the possible tasks that I can take upon myself by the time a new day arrives, before turning in at long last.

Seize the day… or at least parts of it. Hah.

Grocery day and... Memories

Another sunny day in Spain with the alarm blaring in my ear at the usual wake-up time. The daily tussle with the dogs ensues before I pry the front door open and groan at my persistant and demanding need to fall face down on the bed once more and catch some more zzzzs.

I don't, of course, since this is bound to break into the few hours available on my computer- even when I know that I'll have little of that today when grocery shopping and lessons in town are on the day's schedule. I do dawdle a bit, which doesn't help any, and get to the house about half an hour later than is my habit.

Knowing that I only have a few hours for what needs to be done, I ignore the dried laundry on the lines, knowing full well that no new batch is waiting to be hung because the washing machine is on the fritz and needs to be repaired by yours truly ASAP.
Instead, I head straight into the house for a quick breakfast. The pickings are minimal, but at least there's fresh brown bread that'll do well with the last bit of cheese I manage to scrounge up from the almost empty fridge.

No coffee today: What with my stomach having been iffy these past two weeks or so, I decide to go without for a bit, and see how it goes. I know that that one cup is not to blame, but figuring that every tiny little thing adds up, I don't see how I cannot take this tiny little precaution.

There are several messages to answer and to read -along with forums and the likes that draw my curiosity every day- and though I hurry I don't get more than half an hour of studying in before we need to get ready to depart for our trip to town. Our latest insurance draft has shown a glitch with the number of our license plate on the form, so a trip to the insurance agency is bound to take some valuable time.

The car is packed to full capacity, what with mom behind the wheel, big brother in the passenger seat and grandpa, little brother and I in the back. The strong 4x4 actually has some difficulty mounting our steep drive sweep while the truck bed is fully loaded with stuff that needs to be deposited at the local land fill.

It is no easy task to do this in neat clothes, but we manage and get to the insurance agency just fifteen minutes before closing time. For a while it seems as if they won't be able to correct the error, what with the password to our particular file not working, but in the end, just after closing time we have the certificate we need and are on our way once again.
I have no idea how long we've been driving with the faulty insurance, I'm just relieved that no claims needed to be filed during the time that has passed. It might have caused some trouble, what with insurance companies being only too happy not to pay the claims of their clients if there is even the remote possibility of denying the service for which one has paid dearly.

Admittedly, it is a good insurance agency. I remember clearly when many years back a particular event could have cost us a fortune, if for no other reason than that our agent had forgotten to file a form for us, just days before THE ACCIDENT happened.

I remember being in the house, back then. It was a quiet afternoon and we were still in the midst of building our original kitchen.
It must have been around '97 or '98, I think. Some TV show was on and we were taking a much deserved break from building, when suddenly a visiting friend of ours came running in, looking somewhat frazzled and pale, exclaiming that big brother had sawed off his hand while working with the table saw. She was babbling something about blood all over, and bone being exposed, setting the panic mood in full swing.

Shocked at this bit of news, I jumped to my feet (bare feet, of course), glancing around wildly, and grabbed the first piece of cloth I encountered, just in case some artery was spouting.
Taking little heed of rocks, dirt and gravel, I hurried up to where the car was parked... we still had the yellow Renault Twingo back then... zooming in on big brother who was leaning heavily against the side of the car while his mouth leaked blood all over his chin.
Somehow he had remembered that when severing some appendage of the body, the safest place to keep it was in his mouth. I could hardly imagine being able to do the same if I'd been in his place, but still I marveled at his clear thinking- even then.

So there he stood, his left hand, thankfully still attached, while, pale-faced, he managed to mutter something about having sawed off his fingers. Since I couldn't recall at that particular moment whether or not one can bleed to death from severed fingers, I decided to play it safe and wrapped the cloth I carried with me tightly around his arm, as we bustled into the car and tore off towards the nearest emergency station.

We make it to the village in record time; however, when we drive down Main Street, our driver (a friend who has always been known to be a disaster in emergency situations) manages to get stuck behind a procession of mules and carts- which are a tourist attraction around here.
While mom and I growled at him to honk his horn repeatedly -rather than just once- and just push past the tired looking donkeys, it wasn't until the Spaniard leading the procession saw big brother slouching in the front seat with blood running down his chin and onto his white tank top that we finally managed to get through and head for the medical facility.

Several expletives were exchanged when we reached the tiny niche in which it was located. Cerrado -closed- the small board on the door proclaimed, tiny little digits below it showing an emergency phone number for which we had to find a phone booth first.

Thinking back of it now, I wonder how we ever got around without mobile phones, but since back then they were still only luxuries that one didn't even think about when funds were always tight, it was only to be expected.

Luckily the attending doctor was just around the corner for lunch, and came hurrying towards us ten minutes later, unlocking the door and leading us to the examination room in the back.
While big brother wearily sat down on the table, and was urged to remove his hand from his mouth, mom and I watched worriedly as the man started his examination.

The thumb was tattered; big chunks of skin and bone missing and the tip dangling from little more than half an inch of skin when it was finally revealed. I winced at the sight, quietly keeping my hand on big brother's shoulder as the doctor frowned and fussed, stating that the damage was severe. Disinfectants flowed liberally, with big brother going through it stoically, much to my amazement.
Next came his index finger, of which the top of the middle joint had been cut open, revealing bone within the jagged gap, while the upper half limply fell down- immediately after the doc released it. The tendon had been severed, leaving it eerily lifeless.

Big brother asked to lie back for a minute by then, making some sort of dry joke about feeling "just a tad faint" and admittedly I would have liked to do the same, since by then the adrenaline rush had abated somewhat, leaving me feeling faint myself.
While the doc wrapped up both fingers and a relatively small cut on big brother's middle finger -it, too, had been nicked- he informed us that an operation would be necessary. He proceeded to give us directions to the major hospital, about thirty miles from where we lived, and wished us good luck, after stating that it was unlikely that the damage could be fully repaired.

It hit us while we were driving down the mountain: The insurance! Would it cover this?
So... what with big brother now bandaged up and reasonably okay for the time being, we headed straight for the insurance company.
Explaining what had happened, and how the agent had made an error, we were assured that the hospital costs would be covered and headed towards the large facility.

A surgery was pretty much a fact after just half an hour after arrival, and big brother was carted off towards the operating room less than three hours after the incident.
What with our driver friend returning home to inform the rest of the family of the events, and to get shoes and decent (non-working) clothes for me and mom, we sat outside the hospital for several hours, until night fell. The waiting area was boring, as they all tend to be, but comfortable enough for the many hours that passed.

It wasn't until two in the morning when big brother was treated and surgically done. The doctors had worked diligently on both fingers, managing, somehow, to repair the damage to the index, and reconstruct the majority of his thumb, before the entire appendage was wrapped up and he was settled into a room.

The entire thing earned big brother three days in the hospital, during which he was pumped full of antibiotics and blood thinners, while the staff checked his repaired fingers two times a day to make sure that the skin wouldn't die.

Relief settled in by that time, and while I kept big brother company -he dozed off and on for the duration of his stay- life slowly got back on track. He'd survived what could have been far more serious than it already was, and in the end he still had all five fingers on his left hand: A definite plus, in our eyes.

Though the doctors warned him that the joint of his thumb was literally ruined beyond repair, and that it was practically impossible that it would ever function fully again -if at all- two trips back to the hospital for rehabilitation gave big brother the right idea. By just moving the joint time and again until a new one formed, flexibility finally returned.

By now, many years after the unfortunate encounter with a spinning saw blade, about 95 percent of the dexterity in the damaged digits returned, leaving only faint scars to remind big brother and us of that rather eventful day.
The insurance company paid for the operation and the treatments that followed, and all was well in the end.

It's strange how such long memories slip through my mind in just seconds when something seemingly innocuous reminds me of it- like it does today. It are memories such as this one that make thinking back of life in general interesting, however. They can be downright horrible when they occur, but when looking back it's just like thinking about a book I read at some time in the past. Funny how that works.

But anyways, enough maudling, hah. Back to the day.

After our trip to the insurance agent, big brother and I are dropped off at school for another two hours of "fun" behind the test computers. It goes well enough, though I feel unsettled for some peculiar reason.
6 thirty question tests with an average of 0-3 mistakes each, will allow me to pass when the time comes, so at least it isn't a complete waste of time to break up a day and head for school.

The lessons done, and mom's, grandpa's and little brother's return, announces the final part of the day's outing. Grocery shopping! A trip to the large international market passes quickly but with some effort on our part, for sure. Two full shopping carts need to be filled, unloaded, loaded again and then packaged for transportation in the truck bed.
Though more stores had been in the plans for today's trip, we decide to postpone other matters to another day and head on home after filling up the car's depleted tank with diesel.

Prices have gone down, I'm relieved to see. The Euro dial stays below the liter dial for the first time in months, and by the time the tank filled, and the fuel paid for, we're on our way home to start the next part of the shopping day ritual: Unpacking! We do have the routine down pat- each of us playing an agile game of "dodge-the-dogs" as bag after bag is carried inside and a joint effort is made to put everything in its place.

My personal pack is ecstatic with my return, making me squeal and growl dire threats every time they jump up against me, almost making me drop the heavy bags I'm carrying. I place safely on the kitchen counter a mere second before Knight II comes pounding straight at me. I just barely manage to keep my balance, as I desperately grab for the dangling chain around his neck and yank him down. I swear that, if I don't teach him the proper protocol of "No-jumping-against-me", he'll crack some of my ribs or throw me face down on the floor some day. Hah.

Mosha is bouncing up and down beside me, her teeth nipping at my clothes and wrist- which, for some reason, she likes to grab whenever I've been away from her for as little as five minutes.
Chaos, throws his considerable weight against me when he balances precariously on his hindquarters, while Lhabana, Gadah and the others circle around like mad. I can almost hear them screech delightedly "Your home! Your home."

Looking at them one would think I'd been away for a full month, rather than just a few hours, but it's okay. I always feel honored that they care so much for my company, so I take the discomfort these particular greetings give, in stride.

At long last things quiet down, and feeling exhausted I manage little more than prepare baked veggies and cheese to put on roasted pita bread with iceberg slaw and tomatoes for myself, big brother and mom, instead of a real dinner.
It fills the gaps well enough, and by the time my stomach is full I do little more than flop down in a chair and wearily wait for the evening to come to an end.

Grocery days; they're exhausting!

Sundays... hmmm

Well, at least it was a sunny day again, which is always a plus, especially on Sundays when the world seems to have come to a sudden halt for no particular reason that I can understand or even find.
Sundays are slow. It doesn't matter whether a lot of activity is being partaken, or if I hang in front of the TV all day. It just is.

But let's go to the day as it was.

There is no magnificent dream to write about like last night. Nothing worth mentioning at all, as a matter of fact, which always depresses me when I open my eyes and find that whatever dream I had been participating in, has eluded my grasp before I actually remember to do so.

I'm slow to wake up today; my head fuzzy enough to warrant a dunking into the bathroom sink in a small pool of water that is cold enough to give me brain freeze. I do a quick read of only one chapter, since I realize I have dawdled in bed for a full ten minutes with the alarm ringing beside me and the dogs watching me as if I've lost my mind. Hah. A small miracle that.
Usually I roll right out of bed when it goes off, eager to shut the annoying disturbance up.

The usual burst of dogs rushing into freedom is remarkably quiet today, the four-legged creatures taking only a few minutes to do their business before they gather around on the porch and below it for some more snoozing while I try to decide whether to go down or just dawdle a bit more.

I decide on the latter -it is Sunday nonetheless- and take my phone to mess with the camera for a bit. Fifteen pictures later, some self-portraits that hopefully look better than I do, and several of the dogs safely filed, I finally get dressed for the day and head for the house.

Exercise day! I've been dreading it since yesterday morning and feel no more inclined to "have at it" at this particular time. Still, rules are rules, and I will keep to them especially when I set them myself.

Forty-five minutes of grinding, punching and crunching follows. An amused looking grandpa, who shakes his head and visibly wonders what the point is, really, witnesses the entire ordeal from his usual place across from me. Since he comes from a generation where exercise consisted of working day in and out on a farm, rather than a quick workout, I understand and actually roll my eyes dramatically every time I grunt involuntarily.

By the time my exercise comes to an end I'm forming a nice sheen of perspiration. Finally, having gone through all the motions, I call it a full session and head for the shower. My shoulder blades whine in protest as I turn the water on hot, allowing the gentle stream to pound on the stressed muscle and bone for longer than is really necessary before I return to the house and start the day's chores.

Laundry gets hung; a messy assembling of clothes and sheets alike, swaying gently in the late autumn breeze when I return to the house and do some quick cleaning while big brother sees to the release of the main pack that has been kept contained until I finished.
Breakfast is a matter of searching supplies in cabinets that should have been filled last Friday, but won't until tomorrow, instead. I don't really care either way. My stomach still isn't up for a full meal anyway, and after two small slices of bread and a glass of orange juice I deem breakfast to be over.

Behind the computer at last, I go through my usual routine top speed, since not much has happened during the course of Saturday night and Sunday morning anyway.
For a while I work on "The Chronicles of the Ashtah-Mahk" managing only a few pages of the rewrite when the responsibilities of my temporary job take me to the official Pet-Transfer website, where I'm to add a few more details that have been worked on during the course of the week.
The site still amazes me, but since I'm the one who urged the founder to open it in the first place, it is a matter of fact to me when others simply don't know what to think of it.

Since the creative spirit has obviously left me, due to the gearshift of my brain I decide to waste the rest of the morning messing around with Photoshop because an idea for a book cover has been playing on my mind for some time. Admittedly the human model will be different if I ever go this particular way, but still it is fun to do and alter my own appearances to such an extent that even I hardly recognize myself.

By the time dusk draws near, and the dogs are fed, big brother and I rouse ourselves from our separate exploits on the computers; knowing full well that we have lingered too long, and head for the bungalow at the top of the property to work on some more adjustments for when our tenant and friend returns.

Some mayor rocks need to be removed, which is no easy task when we find them firmly settled within dry clay. After several failed attempts to shift them from their place, grandpa gets the sledgehammer at my request. I actually laugh when the huge, hard rock breaks well before it comes loose from its clay cradle, and shake my head in exasperation as I ask big brother to do the honors in my stead.

A handicapped threshold needs to be laid, and while big brother and grandpa set to demolishing the five inch high one that is already there, I fill the wheelbarrow with sand and cement, and laboriously push it up the steep incline of the path that leads to the bungalow.
Even while I'm mixing water with the concoction, I realize that another trip will be necessary after the first few batches are piled in the open doorway, and say as much when big brother begins to create a smooth incline as a ramp for the wheelchair that will need to pass through it in the near future.

By the time I have hauled the second batch up to the bungalow and have mixed the cement and sand into a stiff paste, I fully regret this morning's decision for exercise. Muscles that were already taxed considerably during my morning exploits, now literally tremble when finally we are done and clean up the mess we've made ere heading back to the house.

Little sister has honored us with a wonderful meal, though today I would have appreciated something a little more substantial than rice and vegetables (potatoes or pasta, at best) it is still tasty and well worth a full serving.

By the time my body has come to a semi peace between muscle and bone, the evening is well underway with little of interest playing on TV. What with having had so much fun working with Photoshop, I restart my computer and spend a couple more hours messing around with the pictures I'd taken this very morning.

Around midnight, after younger sister has helped me give Trin Trin her injection I return to my cabin with the prospect of a wonderfully early night that should bolster me for tomorrow's busy schedule.

New gas tanks need to be picked up at the supplier, grocery shopping needs to be done for the remainder of the month, and our weekly lessons have come around once more. It's going to be a doozy of a new day in the spanking new week.